MyFinancialCourse

Making Space: What does the New Me look and feel like? spacious, calm, peaceful, powerful, riveted, impassioned, pulsating, breathing, in love, erotic, connected, contacted. Financial Course: My current level of self-awareness around my finances—knowing account balances, interest rates, having clear goals etc. is muddy, foggy, hard to see, uneager to discover. I notice I still feel like if I get too clear, it inhibits the magic I experience. My feelings about this right now are...feelings...I don't know. My thought is this denial is perhaps outdated. My feelings are a little sadness, some grief, and probably some anger.

Financial Course, lesson 3 - hold your heart and ask it questions about money. I did that. Then, I changed my mind and held my pussy and asked it questions about money. Why? The heart is a sweet place; the pussy, though, is at the root chakra. It's at the base of my energy body as a human being in a human experience. It is the center of creation. My pussy was pretty clear... What I really want to let go of in my financial life is Fear What I really want to create is the feeling of being emobodied and being hungry for life and sensation and feeling and contact The feeling I want to create around money is Lust. Money lusts after me. Making Space Course, lesson 3 - Same kind of thing; there are prompts. I shall hold my pussy and respond: How I hope to feel as a result of clearing what no longer serves and supports me is lighter, turned on, pulsing, ecstatic, free What I hope to let go of is static, excess noise, nonsense What I hope to attract is sensation, touch, lust, truth,...

I had an emotional breakdown going through this Financial Course before. That's okay. I'd like to start again. Also, I'm taking a communicating with Men course that I'd like to throw in here as well. This is actually the current priority. Also, I'd like to start again my Making Space course that I started one or two years ago. This is going to be amazing. Or overwhelming. Or both But here we are. Today's interesting aspect: the first day of my Communicating and Men course started with a survey. One of the items was "List 10 questions about your relationship to power and men that you would like to know the answers to." This has already opened an emotional can of worms (happily so). As I listed one question, I found the answer to it as I was forming my next question, and so on. I find that I go between feeling undesirable and invisible to all men, to then feeling desired by all men. Why? And as soon as a man shows some interest, I give him al...