11/7/17 Take a good Look

What I'm noticing about this course overall is that I'm wanting to jump ahead. Sort of. I have done Daily OM courses before, and I appreciate their slowness; I appreciate that they sneak in under the radar of where I usually go when thinking about (in this case) finances. AND, my brain still wants to get to it.

Well, Brain, this is it right here. This is all you have to get to. One day at a time, a few moments at a time.

Today's place to be: Gently self-examine where your attention goes when you think about your Money Life.

 When I think about my money life right now, my brain goes to all the things I want to pay for, but "can't" yet. Also, how can I create what I want by doing more of what I want? I think of how the more money I make, the more I have things to spend it on (rather than saving or using it for things down the line). I think of all the money I'm paying for taxes right now. I think how it's great to have gotten where I am financially, and I have many things that I've wanted, but I still don't have the greatest things I want (supposedly). I have come to a place of maintaining a livelihood, but the more I'm in maintenance mode, the less lively it is. 

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