Random Thoughts
Dreams:
Rats, Honda Element, LaRie
I was in a store with rats, looking at them, maybe planning to buy one. There were many cute babies. There were two older, large rats that reminded me of sewer rats when I looked at them. I thought they will never get bought because they look like that.
I was shopping for a Honda Element. I did a test drive. Everything about it is what I wanted: a lot of space in the back, short windshield, drove well. Except when I put it in Park it didn't stay in park.
I was working at Friendship Village. There were some cookies or cakes or something. I ran into LaRie. She was explaining a process to me. Then she asked, why was it always like this when we worked together. Like what? She explains something clearly, I take notes, and then I repeat the process but incorrectly. I said because I think I know it, but I don't. I used to be very grounded. Now I have a lot more fire and air.
Spain. I went to Spain. I was sitting at a bar. I asked for water in Spanish. The man gave me water. Then, with a rude face, said a bunch of stuff in Spanish. I listened, but didn't understand. I looked at Michele. She said "so you think you speak my language?" and continued to interpret what he had said. I felt a little frustrated because I was doing my best.
Shame:
This Financial Course this week is about Shame. It seems to live in my gut and belly. I don't know if there's contemporary shame, or just build-up from years past.
What came up after yoga:
Two days in a row doing yoga, and each day having an emotional response. Yesterday, feelings of where my body is now. How I have ignored and neglected parts of it. How I have disregarded myself after feeling disregarded by others. Like, I have to pick up the slack where I'm not feeling it from outside myself.
Rats, Honda Element, LaRie
I was in a store with rats, looking at them, maybe planning to buy one. There were many cute babies. There were two older, large rats that reminded me of sewer rats when I looked at them. I thought they will never get bought because they look like that.
I was shopping for a Honda Element. I did a test drive. Everything about it is what I wanted: a lot of space in the back, short windshield, drove well. Except when I put it in Park it didn't stay in park.
I was working at Friendship Village. There were some cookies or cakes or something. I ran into LaRie. She was explaining a process to me. Then she asked, why was it always like this when we worked together. Like what? She explains something clearly, I take notes, and then I repeat the process but incorrectly. I said because I think I know it, but I don't. I used to be very grounded. Now I have a lot more fire and air.
Spain. I went to Spain. I was sitting at a bar. I asked for water in Spanish. The man gave me water. Then, with a rude face, said a bunch of stuff in Spanish. I listened, but didn't understand. I looked at Michele. She said "so you think you speak my language?" and continued to interpret what he had said. I felt a little frustrated because I was doing my best.
Shame:
This Financial Course this week is about Shame. It seems to live in my gut and belly. I don't know if there's contemporary shame, or just build-up from years past.
What came up after yoga:
Two days in a row doing yoga, and each day having an emotional response. Yesterday, feelings of where my body is now. How I have ignored and neglected parts of it. How I have disregarded myself after feeling disregarded by others. Like, I have to pick up the slack where I'm not feeling it from outside myself.
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