Lesson 94: Blueprints

I keep trying to attend to these questions, but they're big ones. They require some time and focus. 

What dreams of yours have come true already? There are many. This is one of the questions holding me back from answering later questions. I feel like I have to sit and think about this. I will say, there are moments, many moments, when I realize that something I desired years ago has come to fruition in my life. One example is that I'm about to go to Spain. I have wanted that since I was 14. A year ago I wanted to change up my life and start doing more things. I have done that. There are really so many things.

What dreams are you currently holding dear? What I really want right now is to be independently wealthy. Perhaps through winning the lottery or some such? But independently wealthy so all of my time is spent doing exactly what I want to do. 

Have certain unfulfilled dreams caused you frustration or sorrow? Um, maybe at the time, but there has always been a bigger picture at play. Just because I didn't do it in the time frame I thought I'd do it, doesn't mean it'll never happen. Also, I started and ended a business last year. I have no regrets about it. I was happy to be involved in it when I was. Then I was happy to disband it when I did.

Finally, how do you feel about dreaming itself? I think dreaming sparks life in a could-be flat existence.

Do you believe it is a waste of time or a vital part of the creative process? Vital part of the creative process. Duh.

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